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09-12-2013 1:33 AM -- By: , From:
This is lovely tribute to you handsome son Jason. Forever 11. God bless you and give you comfort and healing.
09-11-2013 9:25 PM -- By: drema pearson, From: in amandas heart forever
Jason,you are missed so much by your wonderful family.be sure to wrap your arms around them on this special day and let them know you are forever in their hearts. love Drema
09-11-2013 1:48 PM -- By: Michael Sansone, From: Phoenix
Remembering you today, Hoping you have met my Dawn
09-07-2013 8:23 PM -- By: Shirley Cummings, From: Pembroke Ontario
I am so sorry I do not understand what I am suppose to do here! I am not really that good on computers but I just want to let you know I soo feel your pain as I have just lost my one and only baby girl and my bested friend at the early age of 39 years from suicide. I just cannot get passed this, the hurt, the loneliness, the lost I feel is so deep,and the anger and confusion. I know I will meet my gorgeous daughter again on resurection day and then and only then I will get all my answers!! So May God Bless you and your beautiful family and just to let you know and understand totally I am real, and share your feelings as well. This is soo beautiful and so was your dearest "SON" R.I.P. Jason! My youngest son 36 yrs of age is named Jason as well! So very sorry for your loss!!
07-31-2013 3:00 PM -- By: angela , From: mesa az
04-16-2013 7:54 PM -- By: Liz McGlasson, From: Gilbert, AZ
Hey little cousin! You have been on my brain so much lately. I must admit I was saddened we didn't get to do the balloon release this year seems like it's become second nature on Easter. Your Mom however did come up with another idea which I love. Everyone that wanted to or could sent in pictures from EVERYwhere wishing you a Happy Birthday this year it's awesome! I love you and I miss you. I try and keep your memory alive with your little cousins too it's important they know who you are. I hope you are watching over them and giving them pointers when you whisper in their ears at night when they are sleeping;) I know Auntie Allie sings to them too I coulsn't have asked for better angels. I know you are excited for the season to start GO Dallas!
04-02-2013 9:19 PM -- By: Sharon, From: California
Your story touched my heart as I have a 15 year old who gets headaches frequently. I do agree, there is nothing natural about Jason's death. My heart goes out to your family. May every memory remain deep in your heart and may all Jason's love be bringing happiness and love to all who have entered heaven. God bless you.
03-05-2013 5:59 PM -- By: Traci, From: Bellingham. WA
Thinking about you Jason Your Birthday is coming up fast hope you have a good one up there in heaven...
01-10-2013 1:22 PM -- By: Chelsea, From: Anchorage
12-28-2012 5:07 AM -- By: Linda, From:
Thinking of your precious, and my special angel.
Blessings to you
10-12-2012 9:35 PM -- By: Uncle Mike Mc., From: San Tan Valley
I miss you, I love. You are on my mind today, well everyday, but deep in my mind today. My heart is and will never be completely whole. Please hold Aunt Allies hand and give her a kiss for me. I love you nephew. Sorry, not full of words today, but I know you can hear my heart.
09-11-2012 10:28 PM -- By: aunt angela, From: mesa,az
hey nephew! wow hard to believe another year has passed and it would seem as if it should be getting easier by now.. and in some ways it has..but overall the pain is still there and probably will always be.. I just want you to know how much I love and miss you buddy..please know you will be forever in my heart and know even though i wasn't the best auntie in the world you will always mean the world to me! one thing in specific that always sticks out in my mind was a few days before you passed you had texted me just the word hi! and i remember thinking hmm that's weird why is he texting me...& I also remember being at work and texting you back saying i'm sorry I was to busy to chat! & I will never forgive myself for that..so please except my apology my dear nephew.& Trust me I have learned my lesson:( I have been trying to be a better auntie and I hope that one day I can be a better auntie to you too! I love you forever with all my heart and soul always and forever!
09-11-2012 8:35 PM -- By: Alan Carnahan, From: Indianapolis, Indiana
Big Mark and Donita;
On Jason's 4th angelversary; I have come here again to pay my respects. I last wrote a comment to Donita last year on this date, but, didn't get a response. I see that you, Mark, are writing here quite often in the last year.
I have written here on many a occassion. To lose a child; is the worse experience in a parent's life. I lost my son, (my only biological child), Crawford; a year and four months before you lost Jason. We acknowledged his 5th angelversary this last May. I remember his 4th angelversary.....you can relate to how I felt.......
I thought back to when my son was going through high school....and when I went to high school. I talked to my son about it through those years. We discussed how long 4 years WAS.......or felt like at a young age. 4 years was the amount of time that it took to get through high school. It seemed so long for my son and I remember that I felt the same at his age. Crawford couldn't wait to get through those 4 years and take a break from schooling.
That's how long 4 years really feels to most. To us, in our later years.......4 years is such a short time. And, I feel as you do, Mark.......as though my son just died a year ago......and then; other times.......like he's been gone many more years than its really been. The memories are still so fresh. As a parent, who also lost their child; I, also, remember that last day of my sons life so vividly. It replays in my mind over and over. Every parent feels guilty after losing a child.
We feel guilty because we feel as though there was something we should have been able to do to protect and save them. As their protector; we were always there for them. We also feel guilty because we think that we should have "shown" them more of our love. We know that they knew that we loved them; but, we believe that we just didn't show it or tell them how much each day of their life. I know that I'm guilty of that.
To read about my son life and his death; just click on the thumbnail photo of him that I have left here. Be patient...during my depression and grief for Crawford; I taught myself website designing. I learned to make 3D animations that I have placed among his pages and they take just a little longer to upload.
I am so sorry for your loss of your son, Jason. I will continue to help you keep his memory alive on this website.
With only memories left of our "boys".......
09-11-2012 5:11 PM -- By: Traci Singleton, From: Bellingham, Washington
Hey Jason I dont know if I should say happy angelversary or not but just thought id stop by and Say Hi and that you are loved and missed by many that knew you. I still cry on my sons birthday and angelversary I hope all is well there in heaven.Say hi to my son James for me I surley miss my baby James.
09-11-2012 7:06 AM -- By: dragan-jovic's dad, From: croatia
A years of prayers for your family and a years of missing your presence...know you all will be surrounded in prayer. Blessings..
09-11-2012 6:54 AM -- By: Big Mark, From: Home
Son, another angelversary has come. It has been 4 years now since you left us, but when I think about it, it’s as if it just happened yesterday. I remember every detail, every smell, and every phone call I made that day. I remember the Dr’s talking to us and your mom just crying. I remember talking to your brothers and sisters that day and having to tell them about had happened. I remember everything from that day and I believe your mom does as well. The pain still hurts to not have you here and the hole in my heart has not yet begun to heal. I don’t know if it ever will and I don’t know if I want it to. Actually, I know I don’t want it to. Then, to me that means I have gotten over your death, and I just don’t see how that’s possible. Some of the sorrow has subsided, but it still comes up from time to time, and always when I least expect it. That’s where I think you have a hand in it. ;). I don’t believe you are doing it to make me sad or to hurt me, but more just to remind me that you are looking over us and blessing us each and every chance you get. So much has happened since the day you died. Like I need to tell you though; I’m sure you’ve been keeping an eye on us. There are too many “coincidences” for it not to be you. I still love you to the moon and back son, and that will never change. For a long time I wished there was some way for me to “fix things,” so you could be back here amongst your family, right where you belong. However, I had to accept a long time ago, that this is not something I can change or “fix.” This was God’s plan for you and there is nothing any of us could have done, but try to accept that and continue to lead our lives with a new purpose. The purpose one dedicates to living a life of kindness and unselfish acts. The purpose others try to emulate to be better than where or who they are right now. The purpose a parent dedicates to their child who has died, and does not want his/her memory to ever be forgotten. Every day brings its own struggles son, but they don’t seem as daunting as they once were. Now, instead of feeling the striking pain of losing you, it has turned to one of missing you. It has turned to one of remembrance and thankfulness for the time we did have together. That’s more than a lot of people will ever get. That’s what I got. It has been 4 years now since you left us, but when I think about it, it’s as if it just happened yesterday. I love you son. Big Mark
09-08-2012 1:00 AM -- By: Diana Dowling, From: Kirkland
Jason, I think about you and your mom so often. You are always in my heart, and have taught me so much. I am still heartbroken for your mom, but know you are in bright light in Heaven.
Donita, I am sending you my love and prayers, especially as Jason's anniversary draws near. Love you sister
09-06-2012 8:06 PM -- By: Uncle Mike Mc., From: San Tan Valley
Hey lil dude, It's getting close and gets hard. I know you were with me yesterday and last night. I was talking to a man about his bill and he couldnt pay it. His voice cracked and it sent a shutter though me. I know that crack, I've spoke with that crack in my voice. I didnt want to hear what he had to say, but he kept talking and he was telling me how he lost his little girl about 3 weeks ago. She was the same age as you when you left left us. I totally changed what I was saying and how I was saying it. I stopped and listened to this man I had never met before just pour his heart out to me. Im not gonna lie, I cried for this man, and I cried for you. Then when he stopped talking, I started. I didnt know where my words came from, but I know I wish I would have had someone say them to me when you were called home. I know you were with me, helping me talk to him. We talked for while and when we got done, he thanked me for listening and sadly for understanding him. I havent had that happen to me, like that, before. It was very powerful and very beautiful at the same time. Thank you buddy, thanks for helping me help someone. I also know you were with me last night for the Giants/COWBOYS game! what a game. I still keep my phone close, I always will, and if you text me late, I still wont tell your parents. I love you buddy, I miss you so much. I know you are where God has meant for you to be, but it's still not easy. Stop in on your mom and Big Mark once in awhile, they could use it.
Love you always, Uncle Mike
08-16-2012 5:15 PM -- By: Donna Lahosky, From: Colonial Beach, VA
Donita, trying to type through the tears, I feel as though I know Jason as if I had met him myself. What a beautiful tribute you have created for him. I do hope even though my Terrah is much older maybe she has met him and taken him under her wing....or from the sounds of it he may be teaching her a few Angel tricks. I know how very much you miss your Jason, as I miss my Terrah so much it hurts...I'm sure you know. I'm very proud of you for enlisting and I'm sure Jason is up there shouting "You go Mom!!!".......blessings to you my friend~Donna
07-15-2012 7:39 AM -- By: Andrea Jones Guidry, From: Jefferson, Tx
Sending you and your angel Jason love. Havent gotten to visit in awhile.
07-04-2012 11:53 AM -- By: Diane Turrentine, From: Phoenix, AZ
Jason, we saw your Mom at the Memorial Cemetary in May just before she was leaving for basic training. Our son lies just a few rows from you. He was a career Marine, been to the Gulf, Iraq, Afiganistan and some places he never told me about. But you know what, he loved children and wanted a family of his own when he was done protecting America. I know he is there with you so don't be afraid of that big Marine...He will watch over you! We went to visit him yesterday and dusted him off and left him pretty flowers and did the same for you since your Mom is so far away and even took a couple pictures just in case she wants one... Happy 4th, Jason
06-28-2012 11:47 PM -- By: Pam Bradley, From: Phoenix Arizona
I'm at a loss for words looking over this memorial for Jason. I never knew him, but have learned a lot about him from his Dad at the MISS support groups. This is such a wonderful tribute! Bless his family and friends!!
06-22-2012 9:28 AM -- By: Big Mark, From: My heart
Hi buddy! This last Father's Day seemed harder than last year's. It was so highlighted to me the fact that you were not here. Your mom is in Boot Camp right now, and I would give anything to see her again, just as I would for you. With her being gone for at least approx. another couple of months, I have two voids in my heart now that are aching because I cannot touch, hug, or talk to two of the people I love most. I'm taking care of and making sure your brothers and sisters are behaving and I love on them as much as possible. Your absence was devastating initially and I'm not 100% sure that it has changed much. I love you son and I want to thank you for looking over our family and blessing us in a way that only you know how to do. Ahh, to hug you again, just one more time. I love you son and until next time, know you are in my heart and in my mind. Love, Big mark
06-20-2012 3:35 AM -- By: Adie Estrada, From: Colorado Springs
06-17-2012 6:23 PM -- By: aunt angela, From: mesa,az
hello, my nephew I just wanted to stop by and let you know how much I miss you and think about you..It's been a minute since i stopped by ur page here and I love the changes ur mom has made..I was going through page by page with ur lil cousin james and we were really missing you my nephew but please know you are forever in our heart and will always be.. we love you always and forever and I said it before and I'll say it always it's not good bye it's see you later.... love aunt angela
06-08-2012 10:48 AM -- By: Big Mark, From: My heart
Hi my son! I wanted to let you know that Mom is doing well in Basic training. I talked to her last night. It will be the last verbal communication we will have for at least 3 weeks if not longer. Right now Jaedyn is in NM, so it's just me, Ashley, Mark, and Johnathan. Of course the teenagers are doing their own things, and Mark likes to play with his friends either online or in person. It's tough buddy. I know you are already aware of what is going with all of us. I would give anything to speak to you in person. I do want to tell you that as much as I struggle physically each day, I don't allow myself to take the days for granted. I hug your mom, and your brothers and sisters, as much as I can. I'm sure they get tired of me always telling them how much I love them, but that doesn't mean I'm going to stop ;). I don't ever want the question to be in their minds wondering how I feel, just in case I, or them, are called to heaven sooner than we expect. I'm glad I was able to tell you that I'd loved you when I tucked you in the night before we lost you. I think about that night often. If I had only known, I would have held you longer, shared my feelings more - of course you knew how I felt because I told you often ;) - I always felt there was something special about you that set you apart from the other kids, but I couldn't put my finger on it. Mom and I discussed it quite often. God felt the same way, since he called you home so soon. You were and are still special in my heart son and that hole will never close. No matter what happens for as long as I am on this earth, I will walk around as a silent wounded parent. Only a precious few have heard me express the true sorrow I carry around. Usually, I am just talking about how proud of you I am. Until next time, I love you son. Always holding you close.
05-27-2012 6:07 PM -- By: Mom, From: Waddell, AZ
Jason...Well, I have been thinking a lot about you these last few days. I have one day and a wake-up left with the family until I leave for Basic Training. I am still in shock and awe that this day is actually approaching. Who would have thought that I would be going? I know that you are with me and will help me get through the hard times. There are times where I feel like I cant keep pushing and then I think of you. I think of the life I have been given and the opportunity to do something bigger than myself. I think of how robbed you were of doing all the things you wanted to do and it helps me to keep going. I went to visit your grave the other day and I sat there and cried and cried. My whole body hurt in a way that only a parent that has lost their child knows. I miss you so terribly and it gets me so upset that you arent physically here with us. I think of the happiness that I will feel the day we are reunited. Until that day son, just know that I feel your presence and I know you are with me. I know you are pushing me and holding me up when I feel like I can't do it on my own. I love you so very much and will keep you close to my heart as I experience the next 10 weeks away from the rest of the kids and Mark. I love you son. Mom
04-29-2012 8:45 AM -- By: Big Mark, From: My heart
One last thing, I love you very much bud. I just wish I would have told you more before you left us. I guess there are a lot of things I wish we would have done more before that fateful day. I could do on and on. Just know I miss you like crazy and I love you like no other!
04-29-2012 8:41 AM -- By: Big Mark, From: My heart
Hi son! I miss you tremendously buddy. These last few months have taken a toll on my body, mind, and spirit. I thank you for letting me know you are always here, even if I can't see you in person. I do love being able to see you in my dreams. It's funny that you only come into my dreams when it seems like I am at my limit and don't feel as if I have anything left in me. (That's what she said - LOL). Sorry buddy, but it was right there for the taking. I wanted to say thank you for always looking over our family. I took a drive with Jaedyn yesterday, and son, I cannot tell you how much it felt like I was driving with you. Just the way she was talking and the questions she was asking, it took me right back to when you and I would talk. It was nice and well needed. Thank you buddy.
04-02-2012 8:11 PM -- By: mark eide, From: casa grande az
Happy BirthdayJason. Hope you are having a good party with the rest of our family...
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